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Everything I've ever done was just a waste of time
People disappoint us all till we say we're blind
Everyone I ever met was just an idiot
Everyone I ever loved was just a piece of shit
All my elders ever gave to me were rules and lies
Trying to make me into something that I sure despise
All the other children ever did was just combined
Sometimes it's possible to laugh and cry at the same time
Everyone will shatter everyone and so will I
Nevermind that this is a letter of goodbye

Welcome to me, I've been the devil all along

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Now you can watch me ruin everything this is the last
Every word I've ever said was just a waste of breath
Everything I've ever wanted was a waste of death
Every point I've ever made was just a waste of ____
Every wish I ever wished I had the power to grant
If fate has disappointed you
And everyone's an invalid
If danger died and you withdrew
And every night you sulk in bed
If you are sick of standing still
Or children thwart your filthy mind
If safety makes you want to kill
And you were shattered and maligned
If all you know is hollow
Step inside entropy's sideshow

Любимата идентификация с лирическите герои от някои красиви песни продължава.
Изрекох нещо крайно най-сетне. Цялото ми същност се противи срещу тези думи, но негодува твърде много и срещу това, което ги поражда.
Искам от ситуациите с прости отговори.
Искам да запазвам всичко за себе си и да не искам да ви го давам, люде измамни.
Искам в командировка, сега!
Искам книгите и филмите да ме погълнат до степен, в която не мога да се идентифицирам.
И да се науча да забивам иглите прецизно в телата на тези имали глупостта да стигнат до болниците само поради, това че не се грижат за себе си.